Phases
It’s always interesting how men with big dcks think that they are the shit (I can’t speak for anyone elses experiences but mine). As of late I have been working towards getting back with my ex. I have been trying to convince myself that this is the right thing to do being as though his average salary is $6500 per week and I am truly struggling. He expressed to me that he wants to work things out and my response was "bet". Well, we have been spending time together but I just ain’t feelin it. I am trying to.. I can tell that he genuinely wants to make it work but I can’t help but to question "what makes me good enough this time". The history in all of this is that he broke up with me about two years ago. We never lost contact, in fact we talked regularly and I respected the fact that he only wanted to be my friend….and I honored his request. Now that two years have passed he all of a sudden wants to work things out. It will be to my benefit financially that I take him up on his offer, but I can’t help but to long for something that he is not giving me. I need a friend, a cofidant, a lover, a mental stimulator, a soul mate. I am not saying that I am not attracted to him..that’s not it….something is just missing. Any how, back to big dcks…. He feels that because he has a big dick that just should be satifiying enough…In fact he last’s for about 3 and a half minutes which is just a little over two minutes. I have been trying to give him the benefit of the doubt for years when it comes to sex. I even found him a doctor and told him all that he needs is a piece of viagra..not even a whole one. At any rate after sex the other night…. of course once again I was pissed off but tried to be nice about it by saying "I know that you did not cum. His response to me was that he did and I said, OH H*LL NAW!!!! You gonna have to do something you just ain’t gonna leave me like this. He responded that this dick was feeling enough and I was just being greedy. WTF???
I am covering my eyes and peeking through my fingers at this post because you’re talking about penises and stamina. I remember when you didn’t even like to kiss!!!!!! I wish your grandaddy was here so that he could beat your fast tail and give you a scripture.
Comment by Beloved — August 7, 2006 @ 4:14 am
Now Jade! Don’t you go listening to Beloved up there! I thought it was good. Glad that you could at least talk about it with him without him getting upset. Men do need to get off that high horse though when it comes to sex. Its not just you buddy! Glad your back! I was missing you!
Comment by Choas — August 7, 2006 @ 4:38 pm
I can’t even comment on 3 1/2 minutes….I just can’t.
Good luck on the new job. You’ll do great and inspire lots of students to achieve!
Comment by Diva (in Demand) — August 7, 2006 @ 5:33 pm
Now that was not nice!!
Jade
Comment by Kingtay — August 7, 2006 @ 7:32 pm
one idea is evidenced by the nature of the sexual act. The
dynamic activity connected with the drive to know, to penetrate, to illumine,
culminates in a stillness, a silence, a cessation of all effort which itself
dissolves in the tranquillity of total negation. A LITTLE SECRET you the teacher right teach him.
Jade
Comment by LONELY HEART — August 7, 2006 @ 10:50 pm
OK Lonely Heart!!! Speak on it!
Comment by Choas — August 8, 2006 @ 12:02 am
Oooooo … Jade! LOL
Seriously, good luck with that.
Jade
Comment by Will — August 8, 2006 @ 12:43 am
Thanks everyone for the comments and words of encouragement….and yes Beloved, I have evolved. However, I often times wish that I could go back to the way that I was Way back when….
By the way I just read what I wrote in this post..Please forgive all of the grammatical errors.
Jade
Comment by Jade — August 8, 2006 @ 4:17 am
Well to keep it simple your sexual organ is a muscle, and like ever muscle it has pressure points. The trick is not in the bangin back and forth motion that the young girls like. You are a woman who understands herself right ? It’s all about union, you would not ram heads with someone you just meet would you. Get him to take his time, remember pressure points, with the touch of a gentle massage!! That’s the SECRET Mrs SCHOOL TEACHER
Comment by LONELY HEART — August 8, 2006 @ 5:13 pm
3.5 minutes? That’s not cute at all. At least you are giving it another try.
Good luck with the upcoming school year. My ex-roomie who is teacher loves the first day of school because she says for that day no one has failed. Everyone is a success. Lol. Try to keep that in mind.
Comment by MizJJ — August 8, 2006 @ 7:08 pm
I’m surprised nobody said anything about a sex for money relationship. You’re getting access to over 6k a month so I’d say you’re well compensated. However, now you’re wondering about your feelings and your conscience is asking why you care about is the green.
Comment by ManNMotion — August 9, 2006 @ 7:53 am
I’m mad at him. I’m like Diva in Demand, speechless.
I had a passion party and was introduced to many lotions and potions. Some made the man come quick, others made him numb so he couldn’t come, a couple made the blood rush to the woman’s area, so she could come quicker. If selfish loving isn’t his problem that stuff may be helpful.
Comment by c2a — August 10, 2006 @ 5:51 am
It sounds like this dude is selfish as hell. The financial stability sounds like heaven but could do you enjoy the spending when you are sexually frustrated? He’s gonna have to give something somewhere.
Comment by Quest4Love — August 15, 2006 @ 3:38 am