Is it by chance?
Is it by chance that I met your acquaintance at the youthful age of 18? Is it by chance that I cannot forget your phone number and have been able to remember it since its origination? Is it just by chance that I was speaking about you to one of my closest friends and fifteen minutes later you walked into the football stadium and sat in front of me when we had just text messaged each other not even 20 minutes before… not discussing individual plans? Is it by chance that I have continued to pray for you and have kept you in my prayer journal for 12 years? Is it by chance that I adopted a child that is the same age as your son….with the same exact birthday….the son that I so vividly remember meeting when he was five? Is it by chance that when I see you, I see all of the potential in you and immediately began to see a clear way to motivate and cultivate those things that you desire? Is it by chance that I remember your grandmother sitting in her wheel chair about 11 years ago telling me that no matter what happens that I should always stay in touch you because one day you (her baby) will make someone a good man? Is it by chance that I have been afraid of you for all of the time that we have known each other and all of a sudden my fear has subsided into nervousness? Is it by chance that it is my desire to be your cheerleader, your friend, and your confidant? Is it by chance that the last time that I was in your presence approximately six weeks ago that through our conversation I realized that you have so much to offer a friend, a lover, and even a foe? Is it by chance that the more that I have the opportunity to learn about you the more I want to learn? Well….these are the things that I think about when I think of you……too bad you can’t read this Mr. Profit!!!
Hey JADE! I saw yr comment on my blog.
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Thanks!
Comment by Ms. Tee — October 8, 2006 @ 5:54 am
Looks like I am passing along the torch to verbalized our feelings. Do the damn thing. And why cant he read it? I’m nosy arent I? LOL!
Comment by Choas — October 9, 2006 @ 12:13 am
this is good. One day that nervousness will turn into need … as in a need to tell him all of this, and more. Believe.
Comment by Will — October 9, 2006 @ 8:33 am
Nothing is by chance.
Nothing.
Comment by Neena — October 9, 2006 @ 9:23 am
I feel as though you should let Mr. Profit know how you feel. If you never tell him then you will spend your time wondering about the woulda’s, shoulda’s, and coulda’s. For all you know he could be feeling the very same way. Someone needs to make the first step.
Comment by Unadulterated — October 11, 2006 @ 5:50 am
Is it by chance when I look into your ~~~~’s I see perfection . In your ~~~~’s is a world of Love I hope you find him but, Is it by chance that I wish it was me!
Comment by LONELY HEART — October 12, 2006 @ 6:17 pm
Sounds like something wonderful is unfolding!
Comment by Monica C. — October 12, 2006 @ 8:21 pm